Cause I’m not the first to have valued you, many have and many will, they all lied down and died for you.
How do I trust a creature of the night when it’s your nature to be the predator and mine is to take flight?
Do you love anything at all, or have you been loved for so long that you are the game’s master?
In the end I love you and hate you and I swear I don’t even know you. Just like everyone else, I am blind sighted by you.
Or do I hate you or am I jealous of you? They all love and worship you; they will even lay down their pride for you. Its clear God blessed you and not me I will have to search for an eternity what you’ve had a million times and thrown away like it was no prize.
Are you my foe or are you my friend? When I think I’m sure and I think I know you well, you shatter my beliefs cause only you can tell.
When I’m with you I can never be sure about what is deception and in what lies the cure. The lines have been blurred I can’t tell anymore.
You’ve been blessed with a mask of deceit. To you it comes natural do you even know what’s real anymore or are you like me just plain unsure?
Do you just lure them in like a spider to his web? I am caught in your web to be your servant, when they are your maidens.
I wish I could break that mask to see the truth inside. I want to see beyond your charm, search for the ugly things, see if there lies a soul behind these painted walls. Tell me the limits to your divinity, tell me about all the inward torture, tell me how the murders claw at your sanity.
But don’t tell me what I want to hear…maybe that’s all I want to hear.
Yet do you care or don’t you, and even then why should you? Every day is another game to you. You lure, use then discard and the cycle continues and we are nothing but your fools.
You tell me you care as you line up the corpse and sharpen your knives and I look at the killer and can’t help but be drawn in to my demise.
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