Confessions of Cancer
Tales from an unshackled soul, tragically human,yet distastefully divine. Here lies the gospel of our personal lies and our emancipating truths. KNOW THYSELF!
God Did Not Say
by: Francis Boston
God did not say
You will find me
If you carry out
A deep enough analysis.
God did not say
I have made a tree;
To know me
You must
Cut it down,
Cut it up
Pulp it
Make paper
And write upon it
Holy words.
God did not say
I have made a butterfly
Don’t let it flutter by
Get it
Net it
Set it
And hold it up
Dead
In praise of me
God did not say
Anything.
Silently
He made
All things
All stones
All plants
All flowers
All animals
And man
As one.
And
Without loudspeakers
Without book
Without script
Without word,
Without letter,
Even without
A Little Bang Theory –
And God saw
That it was GOOD
Perhaps…
We should too
The Reason for the Season, Ferlinghetti reminds us
CHRIST climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and ran away to where
there were no rootless Christmas trees
hung with candycanes and breakable stars
Christ climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and ran away to where
there were no gilded Christmas trees
and no tinsel Christmas trees
and no tinfoil Christmas trees
and no pink plastic Christmas trees
and no gold Christmas trees
and no black Christmas trees
and no powderblue Christmas trees
hung with electric candles
and encircled by tin electric trains
and clever cornball relatives
Christ climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and ran away to where
no intrepid Bible salesmen
covered the territory
in two-tone cadillacs
and where no Sears Roebuck creches
complete with plastic babe in manger
arrived by parcel post
the babe by special delivery
and where no televised Wise Men
praised the Lord Calvert Whiskey
Christ climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and ran away to where
no fat handshaking stranger
in a red flannel suit
and a fake white beard
went around passing himself off
as some sort of North Pole saint
crossing the desert to Bethlehem
Pennsylvania
in a Volkswagen sled
drawn by rollicking Adirondack reindeer
with German names
and bearing sacks of Humble Gifts
from Saks Fifth Avenue
for everybody's imagined Christ child
Christ climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and ran away to where
no Bing Crosby carollers
groaned of a tight Christmas
and where no Radio City angels
iceskated wingless
thru a winter wonderland
into a jinglebell heaven
daily at 8:30
with Midnight Mass matinees
Christ climbed down
from His bare Tree this year
and softly stole away into
some anonymous Mary's womb again
where in the darkest night
of everybody's anonymous soul
He awaits again
an unimaginable and impossibly
Immaculate Reconception
the very craziest
of Second Comings
Critique and Analysis of “Christ Came Down”
By Virginia Quarrier for a 1979 High School English Assignment
The underlying theme of Ferlinghetti’s “Christ Came Down” is that the modern Christmas is too secular for Christ, and that he disdains it. Each verse delves into what Christmas has become with Santa Claus, artificial Christmas trees, plastic crèches (nativity scenes), plastic Bible salesmen, Bing Crosby carolers and Radio City angels. Christmas has become a commercial season instead of the worship of a newborn savior. In fact, the first official Christmas was only a substitute for Saturnalia, only now it had a Christian name because Emperor Constantine had declared Christianity the state religion. People still lived it up and got soused.
The day that Christ was born was much different from even that. He was born n a smelly old stable. The magi brought him gold, incense, and myrrh. Christ is calling believers today to bring their gold (symbolizing their lives), their incense (symbolizing Christ revealing himself through us), and myrrh (a balm symbolizing that we are to be a healing ointment to the broken people of the world).
In each verse, Ferlinghetti says that: “Christ climbed down from his bare tree this year and ran away (or softly stole away)…” The Bible clearly shows that Christ does not run away from the problems of the world. He faced our sins on the cross, and surely he can face a commercial Christmas. It must break his heart, though. Instead of running away, he calls believers to spread the good news of what Christmas really is – and that’s not just a good spirit, helping each other, and giving. Christ calls his believers to worship him and focus on him, and not to take so much thought about material gifts, but to concentrate on the greatest gift: “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have everlasting life” (John 3:16). The cross is inseparable from the manger.
In the last verse, Ferlinghetti says, “Christ climbed down from His bare tree this year and softly sole away into some anonymous Mary’s womb again…” Again, I disagree. Christ did not steal softly away. He rose in glory, and ascended into heaven to sit at the right hand of the Father in glory. He is awaiting the time appointed for him to come again and take up his believers. Signs show that this time is coming soon.
How does one title this?...
Random Scene #...idk
Celine Hoisted the Blue flag she had taken from its bearer on her way up the tower stairs. She waved it about erratically, willing the passing horsemen to stop by the gates of the castle. In a flurry of hooves and dust, the riders paused at the foot of the tower, which rose where the North and west walls met, a tall roundish top, its conical roof giving the impression of a crudely speared fruit. Sir Galahad, leader of the expedition, calls to the flag waving maiden.
“Ho there, who calls for our diversion?”
“It is I, Celine of the Midland realm, daughter to King Jacob. I call in distress for aid and news of the Underworld Army’s advance. Whose men are you?” she asked imperiously, a slight quaver of voice belying her fear; the gravity of stopping complete strangers and giving air to the need for help now pressing upon her.
“We are men under King Ferdinand, good friend and ally of your father and kindom. Tell us, fair maid how may we assist ?”
A Random Scene
She sighs, a heavy slow release of air which did nothing to calm the fire beneath her eyes. Louis' eyes drift over her, the regal frame beset by ruffles and gems, every bit the queen. He noticed her white knuckled grip on the armrests of her winged high-backed chair.
The dream of a butterfly, the reality of an insect
You touched me once, I'm almost certain. Just a little warmth goes along way. You caused me to break my vow of solitude then you disappeared like a dream. Now like a nightmare you come haunting me, seducing me for something you now lack.
I was hoping that if I captured you, like a butterfly from the superficial world of pollen and petals, that you'd reveal those familiar colours. Instead you just flew away and I'm left in the emptiness again.
Those moments that we shared meant so much. Now You've become so frigid It's hard to see past that and feel your touch.
I was certain, almost certain that I loved you. Certain almost certain that you were the one. Maybe my saviour didn't come. One thing's for sure I dreamed you, cause you could never have been real from the start. I made you up, now my heart is falling apart.
Now you speak of barriers as opposed to blooms and you confuse setting suns with dying moons.
I grasp at your wings, repeatedly I fail. Capture you, if I MUST, or kill what you've become. A dream is but a dream if redemption doesn't come.
I know I hurt you,Thats the only fact for which I'm sure. Cry for me since I've hurt you, that's all I'm looking for. Just BREAK DOWN AND DIE FOR ME 'till you are you once more.
Butterflies are but insects now and what was once depth is shallow.
I loved you once I'm sure...
but you are something else, I cannot love you any more.